39 Weeks and counting down

With only 8 days left until Amelia's due date, I am beginning to see the end of this incredible ride that we have been on. As in the last post, my emotions are still mixed with excitement and sadness. I am sad that my time being pregnant is about to end, and the thought of not carrying this little girl inside of me makes me realize how blessed I have been. 40 weeks is such a short time to experience such an incredible event. I truly feel blessed to have played a small role in a miracle.

But, knowing that we are so close to meeting our baby girl is the most exciting thing I have ever felt. I simply cannot wait to see her, to hold her and to spend my days taking care of her.

And, as much as I have loved being pregnant, there are definitely several things I am looking forward to after this this pregnancy is over.

1. Having a waist. Maternity clothes were cute and fun for a while. Now, I'm over it. I want my old clothes back, the ones that have buttons and zippers. Plus, even my maternity shirts are getting too small. See example below.

38 Weeks, large and in charge
(Sullivan likes taking belly pictures)

2. Not having to pee every 20 minutes. It puts a serious cramp into my day, and nights for that matter.

3. Resuming my normal caffeine routine. Starbucks, I miss you. I will be back soon.

4. Being able to reach my own feet. I think David might appreciate when I can paint my own toes again.

5. A cold margarita. With extra salt.

6. My hands and feet not swelling up like sausages every time I have too much salt. Or stand or walk too much, or get too hot, etc, etc.

7. Being able to wear my wedding ring again. You know, after my hands stop swelling.

8. Sushi. A spicy tuna roll is calling my name.

9. Doing things by myself again. I hate not being able to move something, or carry something, or lift something. It takes too much time to either find someone or wait for someone to do things for me.

10. Not having random women try to touch my belly. Or tell me their personal and sometimes inappropriate pregnancy/childbirth stories. Too much info.

This is only a small list of things I am looking forward to after pregnancy. There are many more and I know they are not all possible all the time. Obviously, caring for a newborn and breastfeeding will continue to be the major influence on my actions. (I won't be indulging in a few margaritas before feeding, don't worry).



I'm also finishing up a last minute project for the nursery, so hopefully completed nursery pictures to come soon!

36 Weeks

Dear Amelia,

Your due date is exactly 4 weeks from today. The days have quickly sped by, leaving only a handful remaining. I'm torn between wanting the next month to fly by so I can meet your sweet face and wanting the next month to linger slowly so I can keep you to myself for just a bit longer.

I am continuously amazed at how much we have both grown in the past 36 weeks. I have watched week by week as you grew from a grain of rice, to a grape, to a peach, to a squash and now you are larger than a honeydew. I have read each week what you are doing and what new development you are making. I have watched my belly expand each week and felt your kicks and movements grow stronger and stronger. As much as my belly has grown, I know my heart has grown bigger as I learn a whole new kind of love.

We have 28 days left to go, and with every day that passes you are becoming more prepared for the crazy, outside world. I know that the next month will both fly by and creep along. I'm working hard to make sure that we are ready for your arrival. I can't wait to see your daddy hold you and I know the entire family is so excited to meet you. You are such a blessed little girl to have so many people who love and care for you.

But, for the next month I am going to enjoy having you all to myself, keeping you safe and warm.

Love,

Your mom

35 Weeks and Graduation

We graduated!

From childbirth class that is. For the past 4 weeks, David and I have been attending childbirth and newborn care class at the hospital where I will deliver. I was actually super excited about taking this class because I want to be as prepared as possible for this event that I know is impossible to be fully prepared for. Others have told me that their classes were pointless, but I was really pleased with our class and our instructor. She is a labor and delivery nurse at the hospital and gave us lots of great tips and instructions.

Last night was our last class and we have officially graduated. We got a certificate and everything, which must mean we are ready to have a baby, right?




I know I am an inconsistent blogger (3 people told me yesterday I needed to update my blog, so this if for you guys). But really we haven't been terribly exciting. We have been working hard on getting the nursery ready. As soon as it is done I will definitely post pictures. It's still not quite finished, so I hope Amelia doesn't decide to join us too early!

One especially fun thing I do have, is my diaper bag. I am in love with this bag and can't wait to stuff it full of little tiny diapers! It was a gift from my mom, and I am in love with it! I looked long and hard for a bag before finding this one at Wiggles and Giggle downtown. Having a little girl, it is easy to drown in a sea of pink, so I was happy to find this bag that is my personality and my style. Isn't it great? Thanks Mom!
And here is the latest belly shot. If my belly is any predictor, Amelia is definitely growing at a steady rate! I can't wait to see some chubby little cheeks!

35 Weeeks

35 Weeks along, and now less than 35 days to go...